I don't want to be the Fairy.

Went for a walk along the beach with Alice who used to be Frank and sure enough there's Mr Parkinson shuffling towards us with his dog Velou. Please don't mention the panic attack, I think.
"So....not on your bike then?" Meanwhile his subconcious has poked his brain and he's looking at Alice warily. Alice is wearing one of her more subtle outfits so Mr Parkinson isn't sure whether Alice is indeed an Alice or a Frank.
"You must have had a real fright then. Not cycling every day like before."
"Yes, thank you. I'm fine."
"All laid down on the wall like that. We thought you'd died."
"Yes, I know, thank you."
"Right then."
"Yes, happy new year, bye."

Going to the braincloud classes did not help at all. In fact they probably doubled my awareness of panic attacks so now everytime I go out, I think...oh, shut up. Maybe I should try acupuncture...?

Looking Over You

Personally, I think this is sort of what heaven looks like when you first arrive. I've only posted so you can hear Per-Olov Kindgren playing his guitar.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz_olCRteoM

The bulldozer is back outside. Eric, the German on the other side says it's cracking the walls of his temple. I have never seen inside his temple. It belonged to a Mason before Eric bought the property. I can't begin to guess what is inside...